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Wednesday, November 24, 2010
 I hate it when momsie or the rest talks to my about my scars. It's not that i want those marks as well right? I don't want new scars as well. But what can i do? Momsie always claim that i bo chup when it's already getting very jialat. But honestly, if i show my stress & fears to her, wouldn't she be more worried about me? I hide my fears, i hide my worries, just because i don't wna add to her burdens. But why can't she just spare a thought for me? Everynight, she has t say something about my leg. Momsie it's not that i don't care. :'( Which girl would want such ugly marks on her leg? Definitely not me. I'm only 19 :'( It pains me t see other girls being able t wear short shorts & pretty dresses yet i can only wear jeans or leggings t cover up those ugly patches. :'( You always say, what if jackson don't want me anymore? Don't you know i'm afraid of that as well? :'(((( No guys would be able t stand those ugly marks. In fact, there are times i wish i could use a knife and cut off every ugly patch :'( Like a thunderstorm with lightning prepared t strike me but there's nothing i could do but t stand there, waiting t die. |
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