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Monday, November 29, 2010
I just dont feel happy. I just feel down. Dont ask me why. Ive no idea. I dont know how to make myself feel happy as well because if i knew, i definitely would. I hate all those thoughs running in my head. Honestly. I really do. :( had a quarrel w momsie last night cos of something i said. It was nothing much.. But i dont know why she took it so hard. I feel really bad about it. I dont want quarrels. They pain me. Relationship w baby... I dont know. I dont wna give him unnecessary stress but i just cant help it. I just cant control myself these few days. :'( i wna trust, but im finding it hard. I dont want his friends and his friend's friend to be the ones accompanying his weekends or pu lic holidays. Im his girlf, not them. :( But time.. Is so limited for me. Fuck life. So tell me again; the purpose of living. Especially when the relationship w your loved ones is being strained the way it is. :( Th only thing i can do now.. Is to take a deep breathe. And probably continue sighing. |
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