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Wednesday, November 24, 2010
 I'm trapped between myself. I don't know whats going on in my head. I wish i could stay strong & keep the happy smile on my face all the time. But i'm no superwoman. I'm just an ordinary girl who has feelings as well. Or maybe not that ordinary. I need that little more care & concern from you. I need you to show me that you still care. I need you all the time. I don't doubt you. In fact, i trust you even more than i trust myself. It just pains me when i was asking where were you & you had t shout at me. Even after that you claimed that it was noisy at your side, the pain has already been inflicted. Don't you know how much i hate t be shouted at? Times & times again, i made that known t you. But it still happened. And at this very moment when i need somebody t show me their concerns, you are already asleep. I know you're tired from school & from having t meet your friends. But for once, can you make me your priority? :'( I just need someone t ask if i'm okay. I just need someone t hug me. And that someone is no other than you. :'( But it's just not gonna happen. And i have t go t bed w a heavy heart. It's yet another unhappy night. So much shit in just my tiny brain. Yes, my stupid tiny brain. :') |
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