Hellowello blog. I'm feeling complicated now.
Since day 1 of internship, i've been lookin forward t march 4th - that's the last day of internship. But today, when i'm only left with just 4 days (32 hours of work), i'm actually feeling... Weird.
I hate changes. I hate departures. I hate goodbyes. I hate :( There's a time in every stage of life that we have to say goodbye to what we're alrd used to, but i just can't make myself get used to it. From pri school t sec school, from sec to poly, from poly to iip.. So much goodbyes being said.
Naw, i'm still not used t it.
Bade aunty chris goodbye today & i actually wondered, how long later will i get t see her again? Will i even get t see her again? She's just a part time chef @ ct, and comes only when ct kitchen requires additional staff. With the new intern reporting t work tmrw, aunty chris says she prolly don't have t come over anymore. :(
Very nice of her t bake me a cake (fruit cake somemore! cos she asked me t choose my fave flavour :DD) despite her busy schedule. Very very nice really. I mean, she's just a part timer and i don't really see her much. I rmb the days when i first worked w her. We ain't even close @ all and it's only less than 5 sentences we communicate everytime. But now everythings different alrd. :( Hugged her goodbye as i left the outlet today :( Told her t takecare& everythin, and she wished me the best of luck too :) Sweet lady isnt it.
I really don't know how will i feel on my last day. I don't knw if i'l cry or not. Ah damnit. I'm quite sure i'll miss them all. My dearest ladies (A, M, D, J, J, S) & the 2 thorns among the roses (E & H) :(
Feeling damn emotional & contradictory. Heavyyyyyy hearted.
Nights world xoxox.
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