Whenever i read about eczema, i feel depressed. I told myself it's not eczema. It cannot be, since my skin look so different from those who has eczema. And besides, it's only ONE doctor who says it's chronic eczema.
Went to the clinic yesterday for my laosai-ing problem & flu and ended up talking to the doctor about my leg. On first look he figured it's eczema already. NO I DON'T WANT IT TO BE THAT STUBBORN SKIN CONDITION CAN? :(
Creams, lotions, gel, oral medication; they all don't help. It's been a year already. Why are the scars not going off? Why do they still itch so fucking much? I don't want to resign t fate i don't want t believe it's not gna recover i don't fucking want it to take yrs to fade away can? :'(
I feel totally hopeless :( I feel like givin up on treatments at times but i don't want my leg t look so fugly. i mean, i'm only 20 but i can't even wear shorts/dresses/skirts because my leg look so fucking digusting with all the scars and marks. And when i finally had the courage t wear a pair of shorts out i get all the wtf stares at my leg. Initially i thoought i could face it i could ignore all the stares BUT i realise i can't. it affects me so much. :( I don't want those ignorant fuckers t stare at my leg and i don't NEED those fucking promoters t use MY leg t promote their sales. Like "hey your leg needs this xxx cream it's gonna help you so much".
NO I DONT NEED IT. even professional medications can't help me what makes you think your retarded cream is gna help me?
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